Anger

As much as I try to remain calm about not getting pregnant after what seems like the millionth try, I can't help but feel anger. I'm not exactly sure who to be mad at. Myself? God? Modern science? I'm trying to remain strong, but my faith is weary. I think I have a right to be angry, sad, and whatever other emotions I feel. I've done pretty good today for not crying. I've teared up a few times, but at least I haven't broken down crying like I have for the past couple days. Each day is a new day. Each day will get better than the last. I'm sure of it.